Wednesday, 10 July 2013

Misery doesnt love company

Im not in a great mood. I had a bad day at my new job and im not sure if its right place for me. It may not be. I dont want to throw in the towel so quickly. I will be ok, I think I just wrote I will be okay as Im trying to convince myself.

A isnt responding to my text message. Plus I decided to text the Dungeon Dragon just to be sure that  I did get the polite brush off a few months ago. Now I am sure of it.

So Im Mistress with no sub and two Doms. I suppose I have to declare myself switch.

I did recently decide to take a three month break from socialising on the scene. I wanted to read more about S&M and become a better mistress for my next sub.In fact the time is also going to be  spent trying to become a better person.


I feel miserable at the moment - no sex life , fat, spotty, tired. I know things will mellow in a few days.  I just need to put on my resilent shell. I need to find some strenght to go on.





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