Got myself into a little tizz

I found out my friend hadn't  betrayed me. It was all a big misunderstanding. I think our friendship is stronger for this little hiccup. I tend to get myself into a tizz about a situation for a few days. After thinking about the situation I decide that it doesn't even really matter and its not worth being upset about.

My emotions go from one extreme to the other. I care intensely then I don't give a shit. I don't know if that normal.

My self imposed exile from the scene means that I need to use Fetlife  to meet potential partners. I'm not sure yet if this is a bad thing. I have started a  little thing with a long distance sub.  I am meeting a potential sub for a drink  this week. I also had several hours of my life wasted by fetlife time waster. 

A has been sniffing around. I'm not sure  if he wants to play again. It would probably  make sense to ask him if he does. I have missed him a little.

I am feeling a lot better emotionally. I am taking myself off to a country spa later this week to get some well earned me time and pampering.