I haven't blogged for a while. I haven't felt like I had much to say.
I went to Antichrist even thou I had a 10 am Saturday class the next day. I managed to attract a guy I had met before. I thought he was cute when we first met. But he was with his missus that night . So I stayed away. But this time he was alone.
I had a few drinks (typical) we got talking and then snogging and ended up in the couples room which was a place I never thought I would find myself in. He went down on me I cant remember if it was any good. But I do remember sitting up during oral sex and saying to him. I really have to go home now, I have Uni in the morning. But we have stayed in touch so maybe I will get to find out when I am more sober
I played with A and it was really fun. I just find him so weird and interesting . He seems to like drama thou which scares me a bit. He has told me if his ex sees us together at event snogging. She will approach me and ask questions.
I'm a lovely girl but if I had a few drinks I am really not sure how I will react. My friend says my only response should be to tell her to ask A. I'm also not sure if I am just a pawn in A's game to make his ex jealous. He has told the next time he sees me he wants to grope, kiss, bite me etc all with in full sight of others and possibly his ex. I think this is asking for trouble. So think I will aim to guide him to somewhere more private if we get intimate.
I really think I am getting the brush off from the Dungeon Dragon. We were suppose to meet today. But he cancelled yesterday afternoon. I am just not sure I am his type right now at this moment. I don't even think he really fancies me. Its not that I don't think I am attractive. I just think compared to his ex I am a completely different body type and skin colour. I think he requires a level of intimacy that I cant give him. I feel a need to let it quietly die between us. But hopefully we can remain friends. Although I am not entirely bothered by being brushed off the Dungeon Dragon as there are plenty more fish in the sea.
I have received my letter from the Hospital they will be carrying out two procedures later this month to see if they can locate why I am finding intercourse so painful. I am a bit scared. But hopefully I will get some answers and hopefully be on the way to resuming a normal sex life. After these procedures I will need to abstain from sexual activity for a month. : (
I haven't heard from the ex/the boy for a few months now. He normally disappears in the Summer. But at the moment I am having far to much fun to ever consider getting back with him. The more time passes the less I think of him.
I went to Antichrist even thou I had a 10 am Saturday class the next day. I managed to attract a guy I had met before. I thought he was cute when we first met. But he was with his missus that night . So I stayed away. But this time he was alone.
I had a few drinks (typical) we got talking and then snogging and ended up in the couples room which was a place I never thought I would find myself in. He went down on me I cant remember if it was any good. But I do remember sitting up during oral sex and saying to him. I really have to go home now, I have Uni in the morning. But we have stayed in touch so maybe I will get to find out when I am more sober
I played with A and it was really fun. I just find him so weird and interesting . He seems to like drama thou which scares me a bit. He has told me if his ex sees us together at event snogging. She will approach me and ask questions.
I'm a lovely girl but if I had a few drinks I am really not sure how I will react. My friend says my only response should be to tell her to ask A. I'm also not sure if I am just a pawn in A's game to make his ex jealous. He has told the next time he sees me he wants to grope, kiss, bite me etc all with in full sight of others and possibly his ex. I think this is asking for trouble. So think I will aim to guide him to somewhere more private if we get intimate.
I really think I am getting the brush off from the Dungeon Dragon. We were suppose to meet today. But he cancelled yesterday afternoon. I am just not sure I am his type right now at this moment. I don't even think he really fancies me. Its not that I don't think I am attractive. I just think compared to his ex I am a completely different body type and skin colour. I think he requires a level of intimacy that I cant give him. I feel a need to let it quietly die between us. But hopefully we can remain friends. Although I am not entirely bothered by being brushed off the Dungeon Dragon as there are plenty more fish in the sea.
I have received my letter from the Hospital they will be carrying out two procedures later this month to see if they can locate why I am finding intercourse so painful. I am a bit scared. But hopefully I will get some answers and hopefully be on the way to resuming a normal sex life. After these procedures I will need to abstain from sexual activity for a month. : (
I haven't heard from the ex/the boy for a few months now. He normally disappears in the Summer. But at the moment I am having far to much fun to ever consider getting back with him. The more time passes the less I think of him.
