I have been think about how I represent the people I talk about on my blog. I can only write my version of events. But there are two sides to every story . I am really not sure how they would react to my version events. They could strongly disagree or maybe they would agree with my point of view. But I think as a blogger you can only write from your own perspective of a situation.
I have decided to stop drinking so much . I haven't had any really bad experiences. In fact drinking can be a lot of fun. I will always be a drinker. Even thou hangovers suck.
I am just thinking its best I start sticking to a limit of two alcohol drink followed by a soft drink and so on. I would feel awful if something happened to me because I was drunk. My memory becomes a bit patchy So far I have only fell asleep on bus and ended up fair distance from home. But thankfully I knew the bus driver so he drove me back towards home on the out of service bus. Last night I was put in a cab after going out the s&m scene. I actually thought this morning that I had left my coat at the bar as I have no memory of putting on. But my coat was on my bedroom floor. I know these only little tiny things that everyone does from time to time. But my guts tells its a warning and I need stop getting so drunk when on a night out.
I decided to forgive the Dungeon Dragon ( Please see post: Revert back to type ) I don't think he actually meant to hurt my feelings. I don't he is that type of person. I think he just going thru his own issues. I think the experience was a wake up call. It reminded me not to get to wrapped in playing with play partners. I think I enjoy the mental escape of playing. But I need to remember there is more to life than play.
I'm not sure what to do about A (Please see previous post - Some how I became a little a shy in bed. ) I saw him last night he was dressed as a woman. It was a bit unexpected. But he looked hot. I know that I really want to play with him. But I know he is very likely to going back to being stand offish again and it will hurt my feelings. But maybe it will be okay as it wont be unexpected. I think maybe if I mentally prepare myself it might be okay. I'm going to email him this weekend about how I feel. I will probably make my decision from his response. PS: I am a bit worried that if my friend hadn't spotted him. He might not of said Hello to me. We did hang out for a bit and I think I felt his bare butt and I had my arm around his waist. It felt nice to be physically close to him.
I have decided to stop drinking so much . I haven't had any really bad experiences. In fact drinking can be a lot of fun. I will always be a drinker. Even thou hangovers suck.
I am just thinking its best I start sticking to a limit of two alcohol drink followed by a soft drink and so on. I would feel awful if something happened to me because I was drunk. My memory becomes a bit patchy So far I have only fell asleep on bus and ended up fair distance from home. But thankfully I knew the bus driver so he drove me back towards home on the out of service bus. Last night I was put in a cab after going out the s&m scene. I actually thought this morning that I had left my coat at the bar as I have no memory of putting on. But my coat was on my bedroom floor. I know these only little tiny things that everyone does from time to time. But my guts tells its a warning and I need stop getting so drunk when on a night out.
I decided to forgive the Dungeon Dragon ( Please see post: Revert back to type ) I don't think he actually meant to hurt my feelings. I don't he is that type of person. I think he just going thru his own issues. I think the experience was a wake up call. It reminded me not to get to wrapped in playing with play partners. I think I enjoy the mental escape of playing. But I need to remember there is more to life than play.
I'm not sure what to do about A (Please see previous post - Some how I became a little a shy in bed. ) I saw him last night he was dressed as a woman. It was a bit unexpected. But he looked hot. I know that I really want to play with him. But I know he is very likely to going back to being stand offish again and it will hurt my feelings. But maybe it will be okay as it wont be unexpected. I think maybe if I mentally prepare myself it might be okay. I'm going to email him this weekend about how I feel. I will probably make my decision from his response. PS: I am a bit worried that if my friend hadn't spotted him. He might not of said Hello to me. We did hang out for a bit and I think I felt his bare butt and I had my arm around his waist. It felt nice to be physically close to him.
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