I havent blogged for months . I have been living my life. But I felt it was important to update my blog . So that when I read it back in ten years time. I will know what happened in 2012.
I will have to put my business on back burner. Its something whch will be a long term project. I am going to do it slowly and build up. Its not easy but I think I have a good idea and I want to make it work. I had a falling out with my web designer so I am starting again with a more basic website design. I am reading books and learning about business. I would love to make this work and become a business woman.
I am also putting effort into finding another job. I realise its time to do something new and challenge myself.
I am writing again which so good I am feeling so inspired to write again. I still want to go to Uni but I have no idea when it will happen. I have been hanging with friends going to live music and cinema,etc. I feel a tendency to want to spend more time with my single friends and less with married friends or friends with kids. I guess subconciously I must think the same kind should stick together - single people hang with single people.
I also had the opportunity to go a female domination nght at a club. It was cool. I saw things that made me stare and I didnt understand everything I witnessed. But I would go again, I am intriguied and I want to explore this path. I think its first kinky thing I have done in a while. I got my feet massaged a few times by some guys and spanked a cute blond guy with my whip. The cute blond guy who attempted to go down me to thank me. But I didnt feel it was right as it was towards the end of my time of the month (period). But it felt good to be naughty.
I went on holiday to Cancun. It was so beautiful. I did the normal tourist thing - Congo Bongo, Pirate Ship, Chichen Itza, Dolphin Encounter. I must go back to Cancun it feels like paradise. I loved going to beach and drinking Sol Beer and lying on a sun lounger. I uploaded my holiday pics. The Ex saw them and IM me that He said Im glad you had a nice time on holiday and you are looking good. It made me smile. I really dont see us ever getting back together or making it work. But I do hope we could be friends. I cant afford to waste anymore time with the Ex. I need to socialise meet new people and grow as a person.
I have learned to ride a bike now so that it another thing I can do to get some exercise and feel alive . I know I want to travel more and I am now looking at ways to make it more affordable. I think about my future all the time now that im 30. I can never see kids but sometimes I see a partner. I see myself traveling the world and pushng myself hard to achieve everything I want.
I will have to put my business on back burner. Its something whch will be a long term project. I am going to do it slowly and build up. Its not easy but I think I have a good idea and I want to make it work. I had a falling out with my web designer so I am starting again with a more basic website design. I am reading books and learning about business. I would love to make this work and become a business woman.
I am also putting effort into finding another job. I realise its time to do something new and challenge myself.
I am writing again which so good I am feeling so inspired to write again. I still want to go to Uni but I have no idea when it will happen. I have been hanging with friends going to live music and cinema,etc. I feel a tendency to want to spend more time with my single friends and less with married friends or friends with kids. I guess subconciously I must think the same kind should stick together - single people hang with single people.
I also had the opportunity to go a female domination nght at a club. It was cool. I saw things that made me stare and I didnt understand everything I witnessed. But I would go again, I am intriguied and I want to explore this path. I think its first kinky thing I have done in a while. I got my feet massaged a few times by some guys and spanked a cute blond guy with my whip. The cute blond guy who attempted to go down me to thank me. But I didnt feel it was right as it was towards the end of my time of the month (period). But it felt good to be naughty.
I went on holiday to Cancun. It was so beautiful. I did the normal tourist thing - Congo Bongo, Pirate Ship, Chichen Itza, Dolphin Encounter. I must go back to Cancun it feels like paradise. I loved going to beach and drinking Sol Beer and lying on a sun lounger. I uploaded my holiday pics. The Ex saw them and IM me that He said Im glad you had a nice time on holiday and you are looking good. It made me smile. I really dont see us ever getting back together or making it work. But I do hope we could be friends. I cant afford to waste anymore time with the Ex. I need to socialise meet new people and grow as a person.
I have learned to ride a bike now so that it another thing I can do to get some exercise and feel alive . I know I want to travel more and I am now looking at ways to make it more affordable. I think about my future all the time now that im 30. I can never see kids but sometimes I see a partner. I see myself traveling the world and pushng myself hard to achieve everything I want.
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