Well Im going a break to Brussells in a few days. I need a break and I hope I will come back feeling refreshed. I have been feeling very stressed the last couple of weeks. I was thinking that I should be going to Amsterdam instead locked in hotel room and lots of space cakes. But I am scared of drugs according to my Mum. My Dad schizophrenia was brought on by him smoking marijuna. I dont want know what to believe but I prefer not risk it. Im looking forward to choclate, fries and odd beer and a different environment.Im hoping in the next couple of to get my virtual assistant business up and running it has taken longer than I thought. There have been a few hitches a long the way. But Im looking forward to trying my hand at being VA.
In other news I think I miss sex its been a bit longer than 2 months since I last did it with anyone. Im not sure if I want to do anything about it. But celibacy is harder than I thought it would be. I have 10 months to go. I dont think I will look back on this period of celibacy as a good idea. Because I am a sexual person. But my life experiences were being ruled by sex and I got hurt. So I think break from sex is necessary. My birth control injection runs out on the 13 September and I am not renewing it. My time without sex has helped me be more productive and more sorted than I have been in years. The strangest thing is im looking better than I ever have with my diet and exercise routine working wonders. The boys have been checking me out and I have to keep pretending to have a boyfriend, when they ask for my number. My friend thinks Im making a huge mistake by taking myself out of the dating arena for a year. But I do need this time to myself.
In other news I think I miss sex its been a bit longer than 2 months since I last did it with anyone. Im not sure if I want to do anything about it. But celibacy is harder than I thought it would be. I have 10 months to go. I dont think I will look back on this period of celibacy as a good idea. Because I am a sexual person. But my life experiences were being ruled by sex and I got hurt. So I think break from sex is necessary. My birth control injection runs out on the 13 September and I am not renewing it. My time without sex has helped me be more productive and more sorted than I have been in years. The strangest thing is im looking better than I ever have with my diet and exercise routine working wonders. The boys have been checking me out and I have to keep pretending to have a boyfriend, when they ask for my number. My friend thinks Im making a huge mistake by taking myself out of the dating arena for a year. But I do need this time to myself.
