It turns out I got the wrong end of the stick with Rollerboy, he wasn't trying to end our friendship. But was actually having some real personal problems. I have made things a lot worse by emailing him asking him for recommendations for in line skating and web designers. I know he wont forgive and I actually think he shouldn't. I had a similar falling out with my half brother I jumped to conclusions and then emailed these conclusion to him- he hit the roof and said some mean things to me. We tried to patch it up but our relationship never really recovered from it and we are no longer in contact. I need to learn that not everyone is the same and not everyone is trying to take me for a ride. I think years of bad experiences with men made me think I knew what was happening. Maybe this is good thing and I will learn my lesson and stop jump to conclusions and just wait and see what happens.
My skating lesson was a disaster I smacked the back of head on concrete but I was wearing a helmet. I was asked to sit out the class as I was too slow. I need private lessons which will cost although the first one will be free. My neck is a bit sore. I keep thinking what if I wasn't wearing a helmet I could of really hurt myself.
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