I haven't blogged for a couple of weeks as I have been busy. Well as earlier stated I decided to pursued the DS I managed to find my ex mother address and I wrote to her asking her to pass a message on in a second last ditch attempt to get my DS back. I thought it could work a polite letter expressing that I just wanted my DS back. I waited with baited breath for a response that never came. Hopefully he never finds out what I did as I don't think he would forgive me. After the letter didn't work I came to my last option the private detective I thought about it for 2 weeks. I got quotes from private detective agencies. Then I just decided to go for it. I just thought I could do as a once in a life time experience.
But its funny how things turn out one night almost like a dream the Ex text me and he ended up coming round to mine and we spoke and kissed and went down on each other.Its strange the sexual chemistry is there. Its like we fit together. We are unable to make it work on any other level and he is unable to stop lying to me. In the moment I stopped being angry about everything and DS. I found some peace that night and I have found closure. He says he is moving to Canada with his girlfriend and unborn bambino. He says he is allowed to sleep with me as they are getting all out of their systems before they get married.He says she went to Italy with an ex lover to do the same thing. He wanted to feel that we are ending things on good terms. I don't know what I believe and I don't actually care what the truth is anymore. I'm just glad to of brought this chapter of my life to a close.
My friends think he will be back in touch. I'm not so sure he will be it felt pretty final. He promised to post the DS recorded delivery but I'm not holding my breath.
The private detective located that he lived in South East London till Dec 2010. But couldn't find a current address as he had moved in the last 10 -12 weeks. They advised me to try again in 10 -12 weeks . But I don't need to now. I'm glad I tried to fight to get my DS it helped me recover from heartbreak and make me feel strong.
But its funny how things turn out one night almost like a dream the Ex text me and he ended up coming round to mine and we spoke and kissed and went down on each other.Its strange the sexual chemistry is there. Its like we fit together. We are unable to make it work on any other level and he is unable to stop lying to me. In the moment I stopped being angry about everything and DS. I found some peace that night and I have found closure. He says he is moving to Canada with his girlfriend and unborn bambino. He says he is allowed to sleep with me as they are getting all out of their systems before they get married.He says she went to Italy with an ex lover to do the same thing. He wanted to feel that we are ending things on good terms. I don't know what I believe and I don't actually care what the truth is anymore. I'm just glad to of brought this chapter of my life to a close.
My friends think he will be back in touch. I'm not so sure he will be it felt pretty final. He promised to post the DS recorded delivery but I'm not holding my breath.
The private detective located that he lived in South East London till Dec 2010. But couldn't find a current address as he had moved in the last 10 -12 weeks. They advised me to try again in 10 -12 weeks . But I don't need to now. I'm glad I tried to fight to get my DS it helped me recover from heartbreak and make me feel strong.
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