I realised this week I have to had my notice in at work next month. I cant continue in my role any longer. I cant physically cope with getting up in the morning and going to work. The shift pattern is changing to something so awful I know I cant my body and mind thru . When I think of my job it feels like staying in a bad relationship which is getting worse and worse, if I don't leave now I never will. I'm a bit angry that it took me so long to get to this point that I cant get out of bed in the morning to realise that I have to leave. I cant believe it took me so long to figure out that I need to cutback and I cant have everything if I want to go to Uni in the evening . In life some time you have to suffer a little to get what you want. My cbt has told me I can get some assistance looking for work and have some psychometric testing to see what kind of work I am suited. If I want my life to start I have to make some sacrifices.
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