Well it all went a bit pear shaped. I'm now back at square one. I was juggling a few guys which was bloody exhausting. I meet one guy I really liked and after our 3rd date . I decided to clear the deck by texting all the other guys if they just wanted to be friends as I had met someone I really liked.
However this has back fired on me. The guy from my third date hasn't contacted me since our last date,actually he contacted me to say he would be in touch, but that was over 8 days ago. I cant help that it something I did. He took me for a meal and then for Italian ice cream and Italian treats. We kissed a lot of bit we also went to see Black Swan which I really enjoyed. He did invite me back to his place, I declined. I cant help think he thinks I'm a tease. I know I made the right decision. The date was so lovely I remember thinking during I could faint from the romance. I couldn't bring myself to go back to his and have awkward unfamiliar sex. But I'm partly thinking even if I had gone back to his who said he would seen me again. Either way I may not of seen him again. I guess I a bit sad because I had started to like him.But I'm kind of unsure whether I still want to date.
This disappointment has made reach for the Ex. It started by re adding him on msn, then logging on for most of the day to wait for him to log in ( such a waste of time ms apple) . Most of the time I tried to speak to him he ignored me. It should of made me angry,but I'm different girl. I'm calmer now and I expect him to act like an arsehole so when he acts like that I'm not really surprised. Eventually when I spoke to him briefly he told me he cant be my friend, he wants me physically. I queried physically because in the past he had told me something different - he had previously told wanted to be with me. He then said I got very distressed the last time. The reason I got distressed was because he told me he wanted to be with just me . I then found out he was in contact with other girls and other secrets about him. I actually mulled it over for a few days before sending him an email saying if you want that way you can have me that way , here my number. Get in contact if you want and if I don't hear from you I wont contact you.The experience with you has made stronger, blah blah blah. All the best.
The truth when I said I wasn't going to contact him, I did mean it . But as time when on I needed an answer or at least an acknowledgement of my offer. So last night when I saw him come msn. I asked him and of course got no answer. So last night I decided delete him from my contacts. But in the morning I regretted it so I tried to add him back. But once you delete someone they have to give permission for you to see them online again. I think it he doesn't give permission its probably for the best. I think I really need to move on I have so many other things I should be focusing on. I have decided either way I wont be waiting for him to come online anymore. I have better things to do with my time . I need to move on from this.
However this has back fired on me. The guy from my third date hasn't contacted me since our last date,actually he contacted me to say he would be in touch, but that was over 8 days ago. I cant help that it something I did. He took me for a meal and then for Italian ice cream and Italian treats. We kissed a lot of bit we also went to see Black Swan which I really enjoyed. He did invite me back to his place, I declined. I cant help think he thinks I'm a tease. I know I made the right decision. The date was so lovely I remember thinking during I could faint from the romance. I couldn't bring myself to go back to his and have awkward unfamiliar sex. But I'm partly thinking even if I had gone back to his who said he would seen me again. Either way I may not of seen him again. I guess I a bit sad because I had started to like him.But I'm kind of unsure whether I still want to date.
This disappointment has made reach for the Ex. It started by re adding him on msn, then logging on for most of the day to wait for him to log in ( such a waste of time ms apple) . Most of the time I tried to speak to him he ignored me. It should of made me angry,but I'm different girl. I'm calmer now and I expect him to act like an arsehole so when he acts like that I'm not really surprised. Eventually when I spoke to him briefly he told me he cant be my friend, he wants me physically. I queried physically because in the past he had told me something different - he had previously told wanted to be with me. He then said I got very distressed the last time. The reason I got distressed was because he told me he wanted to be with just me . I then found out he was in contact with other girls and other secrets about him. I actually mulled it over for a few days before sending him an email saying if you want that way you can have me that way , here my number. Get in contact if you want and if I don't hear from you I wont contact you.The experience with you has made stronger, blah blah blah. All the best.
The truth when I said I wasn't going to contact him, I did mean it . But as time when on I needed an answer or at least an acknowledgement of my offer. So last night when I saw him come msn. I asked him and of course got no answer. So last night I decided delete him from my contacts. But in the morning I regretted it so I tried to add him back. But once you delete someone they have to give permission for you to see them online again. I think it he doesn't give permission its probably for the best. I think I really need to move on I have so many other things I should be focusing on. I have decided either way I wont be waiting for him to come online anymore. I have better things to do with my time . I need to move on from this.
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