Thursday, 27 January 2011

Making a mess of my love life

I joined online dating late last year, it has been mostly an up and down experience. But it starting to feel like everything is coming to a head. I decided I could date a few guys at the same time. However its feeling like a lot of pressure and I wished I had listen to advice that I was given date one person at a time. Because now I have dating  4 guys and I have dumped one. I have 4 guys to potentially  meet and I only like one guy  in that way. I wished I hadn't spread myself so thin. I'm not sure how I am going to get myself out of this one. Do I send a text or email to all involved? The longer I leave it the worse the outcome will be.

But I question the one I think I like it has only been 2 dates but I smile when I see his name flash up on my phone.Do I like him because he treats me nicely or because I really like him. The conversation flows well and we have stuff in common.  I feel comfortable with him. But I'm so terrified  I will get hurt again . If he finds out I'm dating other guys I'm not sure how well it would go down, probably not at all.

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