Since my ex I had 2 lovers. One was a palate cleanser I wasnt even mentally in tune, I just went thru the motions . But it helped me move forward. It was ok experience but I have avoided him since not opting for a repeat performance.
The 2nd ( mr slough) was the most interesting experience I had in a while we didnt actually have sex. But he massaged me , kissed me along my spine and back and touched me so gently like he thought I would break.He would cuddle me and it was so intimate something that I had been missing in my lovelife before. It helped me move on and realise there was better experiences to be had . He would text me several times a week telling me what he wanted to do me, how sexy he thought I was. It stroked my ego and did actually help lift me up. The texts went to in the end lead nowhere and I decided not to see him again as all I was getting was lovely texts and no actual action. I needed the texts to be backed up with actions or maybe he made feel good enough to get back on the dating scene. Whatever it was he made me feel better and helped me move on and realise intimacy is something I need in a relationship.
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