I feel so reluctant to take anyone I meet from this site to my home. In my previous home when I lived with stepdad. I had a few experiences of men in my home and I never liked it. People cant help looking at pictures or things and making comments about things. I do admit that the men I let in my home were probably the worst kind. Things are a lot different now. But I remain very reluctant to bring anyone home.My new home feels so personal to me. Im not sure I want to have casual sex with anyone in my flat.
Letting a man come to my home makes me feel vunerable and exposed.Im really happy in my home and I dont want to make it a place I bring men. I dont want to get a repuation of girl who is always bring different men to her flat. I dont want to fill my flat with the memories of the men I fuck. I dont want anyone looking at my family pictures. I dont want anyone looking thru my dvd collection or bookshelf. I want to maintain an air of mystery.The alternative going to his home or a hotel. Going to his can be dangerous.
You hope you it will be fine. But you never can tell. Having sex someone you dont know well, can make you so vunerable. A hotel can be expensive . But I quite like hotels. Im actually thinking of taking future partners to a hotel instead of my home.
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