Best Behaviour

When you have not slept with a guy he is on his best behaviour. He does everything he is suppose to, he doesnt ignore you. He listens to you, he responds to your texts and emails. Because he wants to stay in your good books. But after you have had sex it changes, because he has got he wanted he doesnt have to be nice anymore, he can ignore if he feels like it. You then have to make a decison do you carry on trying to have sex with some you feel is ignoring you or just put it down to experience. I have to admit im an insecure and oversentive person. I dont think there is anything to ashamed of by saying that. I dont think its obvious to anyone that knows me that I am insecure and oversentive. I dont burst in tears if someone says something horrible to me. Its not the type of insecurity that will lead me to do things I dont want to do. I get really upset if people dont text me back. I feel ignored. I hate feel ignored as it makes me feel like I dont matter and I dont exist.The text thing is my personal problem and I need to learn deal with it. I want the attention of a relationship but Im on a casual sexual website. I cant have it both ways. I cant have attention and casual sex. It doesnt work that way. I probably need to learn to deal with the fact; sometimes people will ignore me. Its not always personal,but sometimes it is a sign that there no longer interested. I need to accept sometimes after sex a guy is no longer going to give a shit about me