Scaredy Cat

I'm being such a scaredy cat if had some balls I would grab em.
I'm so scared . I spent much of the early hours of the morning awake and stressed muttering I'm scared, which then went on the be I'm so scared.

What is the cause of me being so scared. I am leaving my family home in the next couple of weeks. please note: family home just means my step dad home, I'm alone in this world.

I'm setting up home, I am going to furnish a home and choose electrical goods, and decide on a decor. I'm excited but so scared. In fact I'm more scared than excited. It will probably be fine in the end. But I find the home furnishing / electrical market so overwhelming I just want to run a hide like a scaredy cat.