Date:Dec 31, 2005
It has probably been the most difficult year of my life. But I survived it and I'm hopeful about the future. These are the main things that happen to me this year.
The bad things
My grandmother died
I got a formal verbal warning at work for something that be couldn't helped
I got my heartbroken
I got Herpes
My mother died
The good things
I made some new friends hopefully some will be around for a long time.
I found out a lot of people cared about me.
I found a strength I never knew I had.
I had some great sex and learned about myself as a sexual being.
I started out a confused young woman but now I know what I want.
I started to exercise
I calmed down as a person and learned to take it easy.
Don't sweat the small stuff.
I learned to pick my battles carefully.
I finally started working for the organisation that I have always wanted to work for.
But what did I learn
People tell lies or they find it hard to be honest with you in case they hurt your feelings.
I always knew this but this year I heard quite a few lies.
I have learned that you must follow your heart and live with the consequences.
I must respect myself if I don't no one else will.
Anything built on sex isn't built to last you need more than sex to hold a man.
Although saying that I don't believe marriage or babies can keep a man if he truly wants to go.
I have come out this year a stronger and wiser person. I am looking forward to the future.
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