Date: Apr 29, 2007
I recently turned 25. Its been emotional and a bit of soul searching. In the weeks coming up to my birthday I was racking my brain feeling scared and wondering what had i achieved in my 25 years on the planet. I also thought about I wanted in my future as well. I have come over the other side now.
I accept that I do want to get married one day , I want to focus on my writing. I want to travel and I want to drive. I want to be hedonist in moderation. I want my sex drive back so that I can explore my sexuality and sexual experiences again. I want to be in a loving and caring relationship in the near future.I want to make myself happy and cut away people in my life who don't make me happy.
I'm a anxious worrier who lacks confidence in her self. I can be very mistrusting of people and paranoid.I'm far too honest. I'm a good girl and I stick to the rules.Nice girls come last.But since turning 25 I feeling more safe in my skin and more confident and maybe more happy
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