Date:Dec 24, 2005
I am thinking a lot these days. I had casual sex earlier this week and I intially felt very guilty. I later realised sex had greatly improved my mood. It felt nice to touched.I was more relaxed and happy after having sex.
But these day im more shy in bed and more unsure of myself especially when it comes to casual sex.I felt like I didnt know where to touch him and what to do.Im out of practise but maybe its a good thing.
My Fbuddy has got a girlfriend and im happy for him everyone needs love.But im on the prowl for a new regular fbuddy.
I was feeling a bit frumpy. I have changed my hair colour and bought some new clothes to cheer myself up. I am pushing myself at the gym.So is the end of the old me or the beginnning of a new me ?
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