Out the blue

Date: Nov 12, 2006

I saw an email friend who I had sex with twice walking across train station exit with his partner. The experience was overwhelming I thought I was going to sick. I was glad i had my nine old cousin to hold my hand. My e-mail friend and I had talked for more than a year about our problems and our experience using the site. We had become quite close as friends. Then one day out of blue he sent me an email saying he had had confessed everythinhg to his partner the affairs, having sex with me and our email friendship.

They had decided to patch things up. He would no longer email me. He said iff I didnt hear from him I should assume he was truly happy.It was a bit of shock when he ended the friendship but I tried to act like it didnt matter. But I later realised that it was one of the most painful experience I have had. I was very hurt but maybe I shouldnt depended on the friendship lasting.I know it was a for the best as you should be talking to partner about your problems not an outside party