Date: Apr 8, 2007
Last weekend I had to confront an issue that I had been ignoring for 2 years. My sex drive is declining and I dont know why. I tried different partners thinking they were the problem not me. But now I have to confront I have sexual problems.All I know is that Im not enjoying sex anymore.
I have issues focusing and relaxing with any partner. I know that I havent really enjoyed sex since my mother died two years ago.Sometimes I get pain during sex and I have ask the person im with to stop. Sometimes I cant feel my partner inside me which leads me to feeling bored and obviously lacking focus during sex.I have noticed that when I masturbate I sometimes get pain when I start to climax.
But these seems to stop if I drink lots of water and exercise.I know that lack of regular partner isnt helping the issue. I use to think if I met the right sexual partner all my problems would disolve away. But now I know it me not them. Im not sure what to do about these problem.
I think I will have pluck up the courage to see my doctor and hopefully get refered to gynagolist. Although I dont believe that all of problem is physical , I think its a mixture of physical and mental block when it comes to sex.Wish me luck.
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