Date: Oct 2, 2006
Things are really looking up for me. Im looking to buy my first home. So Im looking around home for possible homes. I will be starting driving lessons again in the new year. The job isnt going as well as I want so I am thinking I may need to move on jobwise. Im back at the gym working out and treating myself to suanas, steams and manicure and pedicure. I will be also having my first bikini wax and I will be taking it all off. Hopefully it wont hurt too much.The other thing im focusing on is my writing course.
I will be taking another small trip to Europe as I have decided I love to travel. Im also thinking about going to Mexico in the new year maybe in Summer.Sexwise I am not doing anything partly due to low sex drive and plus I am saving for my next loving relationshipI dont know if I have changed my mind about relationships. But I dont want to fuck around with strangers anymore. I would rather be with someone I love. I know relationships have the potential for me to get very hurt. But I figure I was fucking around to prevent myself getting hurt. But in the long term I think I probably did hurt myself. So I might as well try to go for the real thing and live my life instead of being scared.Im probably repeating myself
Regarding my mother I still miss her and think of her everyday. In times of distress I crave her more as my mother always had the right advice and truly cared about me. My other family members care about me but they also have other priorties as well. But I do feel I get stronger figuring things out on my own.
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