Date: Jun 15, 2006
I have decided to another break from men. This time its serious. I will stop meeting men from the internet and from this site. This started as a little fun but I need to move on. Its not getting me anywhere. I am confused sexually and confused about what I want. If I take a break I will be able clear my head.I know that this site has given me some blissful moments and I have met some wonderful people and had some wonderful sex. But I need to learn to develop a relationship in the longterm and as long as I meet men from this site I never will.
I had rather nice experience with a norweign tourist who I met on this site. He was polite and treated me well. He is cool person with none of usual bullshit which is refreshing.The sex was good and relaxing no pressure. I really enjoyed it as I know it will be last I will be getting for a while. I am terrified at the thought of not knowing where my next shag is coming from. But I need to clear my head and figure myself out because I am confused and I am not always relaxed with my partners which must be underline sign that I need to stop doing this.
I booked a trip to Paris today so that I can have some new experiences and will be starting driving lessons soon so I have other things to focus on. I will keep doing my blog.
Hopefully my friend ND will satisfy in fuck buddy situation if needed. But I honestly think a bit of celibacy could also help me clear my head. So I will probably stop having sex for a while
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