Clutching at Straws

Date:Jun 21, 2006

I was at work and the radio station was changed to a classical music station. It made me think of a guy I was slept with and we drank and did poppers and listen to classical music. I thought about texting him. We had a difficult conflict schedule I kept asking him if he wanted him meet up and he kept rejecting me.

In the end I stopped texting him, and we drifted apart I texted to say I was changing my number. We had stilted contact after that.But when I heard the music I thought about him and how much I liked him. But its just that I am lacking attention so I am clutching at straws.